Just realised I hadn't posted for a month.
Hope ZY is feeling better..
I am really lazy to blog but I feel that I have to spill certain things out here.
You have changed.. Where has the old you gone to?
It is heartbreaking to see that NEGATIVE change in you. It was as if I am being used by you , then thrown aside after that. Do I look like I am a thing to be used? You used to treat me as a person, but no longer now. I have become an object, probably an insignificant one.
Then I heard things from people.
Initially I didn't believe it, but from your actions and behavior, it became more of an obvious answer. . People asked what happened. I said nothing. In fact, I don't even know what's happening..
Or Maybe.... the time has ripen. My presence started to become more of an obstacle, thus you developed hatred for me. I don't know. If this is what you think.. I have nothing to say.
I was tearing ,while typing this post. I am upset, disappointed with your actions towards me, because I never expected you to do all these to me. Forget it, I suppose you have left me..
Perhaps, no one will know who I am referring to/what I'm talking about.
But if YOU happen to chance upon this, I just want to tell you that, I am still around..for you.
Sometimes I really regret knowing you... Sighs.