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Tuesday, June 29, 2010 9:13 PM

kthxbye. off to chem.

Again, my 4th/5th winning expert arena without a medal on 28/6/10.
Gets a bit sickening huh? I wonder in what ways are people displeased with me? Whatever.

And I feel sucky,stupid now.
Maths CT as a whole seems fine, but somehow I screwed up the paper. Damn, if I had really studied, I wouldn't be feeling so bad now. Counted the blanks and 20 marks had flew(REAL BLANKS, UNDONE) .What more? I doubt I will get hold of the full 80 marks right..zzz.
One of my friends said it was an easy paper. I just shurgged it off.
Let's pray I can get at least a 65.

Next is Chemistry. 0% complete. Serious.
I mean it when I say every word here. Someone has to rescue me.

Don't get the rationale of those idiots saying it and WANTING to do it.
Jealousy much?
Your face already makes me want to vomit.

Everything strained.
All my doing.
What the fuck.

One of my friends celebrated his 18th birthday with his friends. He is happy. I am happy for him too. Surprise party? I think so.

I am just jealous that people have birthday celebrations, simple as that.
Birthday cakes, presents, surprise parties, i hardly experienced them/ had them. So sucky, even my family doesn't like celebrating my own birthday.
Yes, I am thankful for my class for singing a birthday song and signing off birthday wishes on my lecture book. I appreciate that. But I just want to experience something that most people had. =/
I am greedy.
I am jealous.

Poof.

MET UP WIF MY ADDDIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! OMG MISS HER TTM LEH.
Chatted with her alot, along with Noon and CY. the MRT peeps! Hahahahahha.
(Lin Ken met up wif her ytd..) So it's actually a MRT peeps gathering! So cool.
I MISS YOU A LOT. x INFINITY. Seriously, your presence can make even the world's saddest person smile!
How I wish you can go back to class and study with us until the end of A's. :(
Oh well, just have to treasure the time with you when you are in SG. Argh, I hate that feeling Aggy! I know you will be coming back quite often..but still.....

I am just feeling so thankful and grateful for having you as my good friend in my life.. =D !

I think I have made quite "big" progress!
You see, for Maths CT, Chapters 12-20A will be tested. AND YES, I AM HALFWAY THROUGH CHAPTER 13. -.-

Bored of Maths. Really. Even the most simplest thing became the hardest to me.
OH GAWD. Am I really gonna be dead?
I don't know. All the best to myself. I am still going to play.
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO TRY TO PERSUADE ME, but =____________=


They suck. like fuck.
Holy bastards and bitches.

Chatting wif steffi and my cousin now.
Steffi is so gl can? LOL =x

Asked my cousin about tekong stuff, and it sounds REAL scary. Field camp. Go jungle for 6d5n? LOL. The jungle seems to be some "cool" resort. yay.
How about seeing wild boars, snakes and ghosts? That's a nono! If one day I never come back, you all should know what have happened.
And I am scared of ghosts. REALLY. I have never encountered one before , neither would I want to encounter one in my whole life. OK, I like to watch ghost movies, but IT MUST NOT HAPPEN TO ME IN REAL LIFE.

Nuff said. I think I want to die first before going for NS. Wtheck.
Anyone can buy me a coffin nao? x.x

6 more days and I still haven't touch my maths lecture books. Guess I am doomed to fail? zzz.
Seriously, NO motivation to study. wtf.
And my Wed visit to veeny's house is cancelled. Gonna be stuck at home this whole week again, except Sat, when I have to go for my cousin's wedding =D
SO SORRY KEN. GO OUT NEXT TIME OKAYS!

Audi matters leave in audi. Don't bring it to real ma... sighs..
The community changed..

OOH, TODAY'S BR SEMI FINALS WAS LOL. HAHHAHHAHA. BML NORMAL 4k WTF. -.-
Pity me, 4th in position , but oh well. 96 perf...

7 more days to Reopening of school + Start of my mid years. omgzxczxc. Wish me luck because I haven't start studying! (and it's a fact, ask around!) esp my audi kakis, should know me well ! =P

Maths less than 10 chapters, easiest to cope out of the 3 subjects I suppose?
Chemistry is damn -.- It's about everything!
Bio ... hmm. J2 only but still worried. Aiming for a just pass. JUST PASS I DAMN HAPPY LIAO. x)

Anyway, I feel that something is lacking. Who/What?

OMG OMG.

I AM WATCHING WE GOT MARRIED NOW. SO FUNNY. Seohyun and Yonghwa!
Actually all thanks to Jocelyn HAHAHHA. =D

F.T Island - Don't Love Me.
I dont care if you like kpop or of whatever race or you hate F.T.Island. THIS SONG IS A MUST TO LISTEN (Y)

Let's get back to the main topic of the day.
18/06/10 , champ of expert arena once again, BUT room hanged. Apparently kun they all said certain people don't like me . =/
This is further proved in the 1st round of BR arena where my room was hanged as well. FIRST ROUND only. Oh well.. it was just lucky that i can chain and play well for my finals in expert arena. What a bad day T_T
People still can suan me ! Like.....*coughs* i don't want to mention names LOL.

And is there threesome going on at zy house HAHAHAHA =x

Seems so long ago.. It brought back so much memories of ages ago. (Not BGR stuff though)

Secondhande Serenade - Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find ...

世界为末日，生命将末日。

Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding?....
Ah, a bloody life.

Lol, some players in audi have to know that BML is a an easy chain song. Go ask around, noobs.
x13 is nth for those who are more pro than me. Yes ,its NOTHING. If you say that I am hacking, you are implying to them as well.
Today bad day. Didn't even reach till semi of Expert and BR arena. Suay dao sian.
And after my x13, i missed -.- .

Ahh, my JJ orientation tee is gone case! T_T

I am a 14 year old kid. *coughs* zy.. LOL.
KEN IS A PIG LALALAALALALLA. PREPARE FOR YOUR DEATH DUDE.

Went for NS checkup with DEEEEEEEEAN.
And it sucks ttm. I couldn't really hear what they are saying at times and the ECG guy is very ,very retarded. -.- THE QUIZ IS WORST. i thought it would be PURELY calculation of MATHS, but there's physics as well. And wtf, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SEE! zzz.

And I have to go back to that cursed place a 2nd time because my BMI is within unacceptable range, AND THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABT THIS IS I HAVE TO LOSE 0.5KG ONLY TO BE OUT OF THIS PES BP THING. Seriously, one of my worst days.
Don't know if I should be depressed or laughing at myself. 0.5kg. Can't just let me off? Cut off 500g from me then. Oh, I also saw my senior being one of the medics at the blood pressure station. ~.~

Offtopic , CONGRATS ZY FOR WINNING BR MEDAL..(Hmm,semi rm 1 dc-ed), BUT STILL GOOD ENOUGH ;wild
My room dc-ed hello.. stupid dc fucker.
Congrats myself top 3 for expert arena :D :D :D :D

Gosh I am camera shy! LOL. Aiya, its with the d4 arrangement. -__-

*PAUSED*
WATCHING 2012222222! I rmb watching it with.....??? Ben? And? idk. cant rmb.
Oh well, next movie Ip Man 2 ! x)

28 more hours. You know and I know. *sighs*..

STUDYING CSE . DO NOT DISTURB.

Btw, gotten from someone fb.
"BuT i TalLeR TheN EuU heHe So To MeE EuU aRe a ShoRty HeHe " <--- FTW LOL.

Busy busy! Miraculously stopped playing at about 12++am and then went to meddle with software again. Chatted with zy also . JIAYOUS FOR LATER TEST!

*Coughs* I know something already.. This is getting so amazing!
And I am feeling so sleepy again....... I wanna watch TV!

Yesterday lab session at Science Centre was super fun! Worked with Ben and Lin Ken and it's super hilarious. HAHAHAHHA. Anyway, they should scold more vulgarities next time :D
Ok, so I realised i am a heterozygote for that bitterness gene. COOL RIGHT? i wanna test for more genes leh ~.~
We have the most excellent results, all thanks to ben. hohoho.

Oh, I toured the whole science centre like i have been there for my first time LOL.
Ahh.. seriously , i think is last time going science centre liao. Will miss there and miss claire, our teacher who taught us PCR. Gahhs.
Later school again but alot ppl not going x.x
I don't feel like going too....

In 6/7 more months, I am off from this world. Good for those who had hated me since j1, too bad for those who would really miss me.

Yesterday night, 2nd in BR arena. And it won't ever happen again. It was just a really really x infinity lucky day for me. I am not a recognised pro anyway ~.~
Well.. It feels as if I am losing everything soon..


ANYWAY WELCOME BACK KEN =D

Boring. Sleeping now.
Just filled my WMP with many many songs. Some as long as 8 years ago. I don't know any latest English pop songs. :S
K-Pop can ask me HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA! Later is SJ de dk what right? They would have appeared in SG..

KEN TAN , WHERE ARE YOU?!

BORINGGGG! Apparently my experiment failed. I was trying to edit some stuff but it doesn't work out well.. oh well, i need more days to try out! x)

Ytd went KFC wif cousins,mum,sis. Finger lickin good! Long time never eat liao. hoho.
Ok bye! my WMP list got sooooo many new songs nao xD

I am starting to doubt you...

Tues : GP P1 was fine. P2 sucks ttm. Nuff said. -__-

TODAY: Maths lecture was very very boring. I was super tired as well. Maths quiz got so low score :S
Nahs, I don't really give a damn now. I was thinking of sleeping only throughout maths lecture. I wondered who saw my unglamness? LOL. Because my head keeps dropping like wtf. -.-
OMG CHINA AUDI COMING OUT GUITAR MODE FIRST. I AM GONNA PLAY.

Later GP mid years exam. Wtf. I don't even have confidence for the 2 papers later.
Shit GP. Hope you will be abolished one day. (Won't ever happen)

The only thing i can do is to PRAY. I was tagging exp hours ago. So do you think I absorbed much info? No. Now reading through LK's essay just made me wonder..... if my english writing were that fluent. zz.

Ok bye. I am still at lvl 67 for GOOD now. Wait till the next 2x exp event.. so long~
OHYA.. TOMORROW AUDI PATCH. CBP UPDATE OMG.