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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 11:44 PM

Maths paper was terrible , I have to say. I counted the marks lost and I realise that my A is gone! I am still rather devastated over it, but the worst part is people giving you those cocky face look , as if the paper was for small kids to do.
So what if you are smarter than me? So what if I am stupid ? It's none of your business.
Nahs, this small obstacle won't make me fall . I will continue to battle. Fighting on and on..

Oh whatever. I admit that I didn't study finish. Some parts i just couldn't recall. Haha.
I am stupid. I am just plain stupid. Other people know how to do the questions that I dont know how to do.
And btw, don't come telling me that "Omg, you are saying me stupid as well? Blabla."
This only applies for me AND NOT WHOEVER FROM MY CLASS AND JJ. I don't want hear anymore nonsense.

Enough of ranting. Someone is attempting to spoil my mood again. -_-
Chem my only hope..


Initially I thought it was fun,
but now,
I think it's really irritating.

Managed to crap something out of CSE, dont know what will the outcome be though. Haha.
Tmr Maths! I doubt I am prepared. I really have a phobia of studying Maths.
Know why? Because the more I study for it, the more confused I will get. And I bet I will blank out for one of the easiest questions tmr, which is stupid -_-
"When you do too much difficult questions for Maths, you will end up unable to solve easy questions" That's what I said. All agree? LOL.

Ok, chatted with Sebastian just now. Joker sia. HAHA. The 2 of them ah.. I am speechless k.
I am done for now! Tata!

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Unless the whole of theme 1 comes out..

See, I blogged early today! :D
Chinese was ok. Haha. Hope to get at least B ? x_x

Off to sleep now! Tata!
Take care eh Jun Hao.
And Agnes! STOP WORRYING ABOUT ITTTTT!

I just started studying CSE! And it is really boring . yucks. Like nothing interesting. History seems to be more fun -.-
I am scared of chinese later~ @@@@@@@@@@@@
Lucky Jiaqi tell me she never study, or else i will be stressed LOL.

Think i want to sleep now. Study on MRT later then. Anyway, i have so much time in the afternoon..Haha.

P.S : CAU HAS MY SONGS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I pray for your

DOWNFALL.

Omfg. Someone actually said that if I don't start studying, I will retain.
Am I really going to retain? I know some people are hoping, but I am sorry to say that I won't let that happen. :D

Nothing much to write. Just feeling very baffled now. Not gonna say what, because this is a public blog. And.. I shan't elaborate anymore.
I feel like editing one song now, so tata!

Dont be so petty la ~

2nd phase has started.

Really very boring. I only can eat, sleep and play. Nothing else.
It seriously sucks. Gahhs.
Want to go out also cannot. Dying from boredom really soon. -.-

Want jio ppl go out, all study like fk. I am pissed. LOL.

Gonna have fun later I hope! :D

GP Paper was yesterday. Terrible for me. First time found Paper 1 more managable than Paper 2. Didnt really focus that much for paper 2. You know , my language hasn't always been good..I won't expect much la. Pass can liao. Because I dont want retake, and I don't expect a good grade from that stupid subject that can waste my whole life . zzz.
Seriously , I would rather do a whole week of Maths and Chem than GP. Bored dao zzz.

Anyway, today is my study break. So won't be going to school. Haha. I want to go out can? Not study. zzz. Because of my fucking com, I can't do anything much. Lucky it has stabilised now. But the whole cycle will repeat the next morning, which irks me a lot. And I really want to GO OUT. I should be contacting my poly friends xD

All right, I want to go watch TV i guess? Later I may want to edit songs again . My favourite. hoho.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOH LIN KEN, HAAAAAHEEEEEEHOOOOO.

I HATE YOU :D

GP Exam tomorrow. Haha? Dying soon oooooooooo~
Good luck to all JJC people for tmr exam! :D

I am going to sleep now.
(IT'S OBVIOUSLY NOT TRUE. LOL.)

P.S : I will fail..Idk what I have been reading..

I do have a brain.

I LOVED THE BIO LECTURE TODAY. HAHAHAHAH. SPOT-ON.
So you cant deny anymore NATALIE NG XIANG LING. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Anyway, we were released earlier today, which is a good thing, because I want to go home and have my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. LOL.
Aiya, boring. Idk what to do now. Dont even feel like studying for GP. zzz.
GP is so boringggggg. I wont fail right? =/

Yucks. Yesterday and today, I got into semifinals of the expert competiton and then tio kicked out. ):
Anyway, I MAY sleep soon (shocked huh? But i may need to wait for my happy farm first zzz. )

Ah, my Mathssss. CMI. LOL. People will say I am lying. But I had spent 3hrs on that fking question and I can't even solve -.-
Maybe it is an easy question, I just can't see it.

All right, Audi has patch tmr. Not really anticipating the new stuff though besides the 6 new songs. I wonder what are the new songs... I WANT MJ SONGS. =x
Ok, I go complete my chinese zuo wen first. it's 3/4 done . And I am stuck. zzz.

Karma failed.

ok, i really feel like sleeping soon..~
Hmm, I am in a rather happy mood now. Because of something, which some ppl may have known LOL! Anyway, with that aside, chatted with DH and Isaac on MSN for quite long uh.
Fun leh! =x
I LOVEEE TAN DING HAO. *pukes* *faints*

Nth much le i guess? I needa sleep I guess. Really drowsy.
And then the question is, how am I gonna finish my papers?! =/

Dots . Boring. GP Exam in 3 days time . fk it. -.-

H.A.H.A

Ok I just finished PW. Hoho.
Long weekend ~ Should I study or not? -.-

And I forgot what I wanted to write le . zzz.
I dont want any bonjour LOL. Zheng Hao's fault. :@

ELECTRIC SHOCK FTW. HAHAHAHAH.
BYEBYE!

Okay day? Haha. Nothing much to talk about.
Damn off-form in Audi la. Wtf. -.-

I wanna go sleep now. So tired. Going to their house later ! :D
I am good at helping to destress people . Hoho. Come talk to me if you have problems and i will make sure you will be on cloud nine. LOL. EXAGGERATED.

Ending phase?

It's official.
Today was such a different day ..

Omg . Zheng Hao knows my cousin. LOL. :D
They work in the same NTUC one. Haha

After meeting Mr Hong for PW, we realise that there are so many missing stuff! It's bad bad bad bad.
He say it's not there yet. *faints* Gonna die soon. And then that problem..sighs..
Hope we really can secure that A, if not, people are gonna go mad..

And I needa do Maths now. Omfg. I want to sleep and SLEEP! -.-

Goodbye..):

I want to have it too, but I cant..

Normal day, I would say? Train-ed back with Weixin (1st time!) and talked abt many stuff. Haha. Went to Queenstown lib to meet my sis and Jared.
Erhem erhem erhem. 3 times. *coughs*

Nothing le bah.
Dont know why I feel so worried for GP now. I gonna fail right?
I know some people are cursing me..

Time

doesnt solve everything.

Boring day on Tuesday. Banana got allergy attack and she looked so pale la. ._.
Dean was also infected with the mutated H1N1 virus , and i did interact with him on the day he was sick. LOL. But I think it's nth de la.
Get well soon , the both of you!

Wa, fk. My bag nearly got stolen at Bukit Merah Mac yesterday. Lucky she went back in time, or else.. I will lose many of my stuff. And it's very very important stuff. I still feel rather disturbed though.. zzz.
Idiot ahbengs. No brains one. Fuck off ok.

Gonna go Queenstown Lib to teach later. ;hoho (after school)

WHY AUDI STILL GOT NO PATCH NOTIFICATION DE? D:

Hoho. I failed my Ionic eqm test. Expected la . Didn't even study for it.
Hmm, just chatted with Agnes. We were trying memorise stuffs for GP Content Quiz later. *faints*.

Ah well, thanks Irish! (for smth) *winks* You should know what it is! :D
Anyway, I went to read someone's blog and she is so ... omg. 4As for her 4 H2 now. And she is really like mugging everyday one. Never even slack for one second LOL. And hor, she also has many activities to attend. zzz. Time management so well. She confirm can excel de la. Unlike me.
CIP so pathetic. CCA also. Results are becoming sucky. Which uni wants me la? -.-

PIGLET . :@

Trial.

Nothing much to say. Pia Chem revision quizzes today.
Guess gonna sleep now. Still needa study for GP content quiz, which is tomorrow! (TUES).
Fuck GP and Chemical Bonding. LOL! (IRISH SAID THAT).

Had fun chatting with Irish just now. Went crazy upon knowing that there will be no more PE lessons. She is crazehhhh. xD
Also chatted a while with Xing Wei on FB. Known him through Audi. Haha.
He seems to be doing so well in his Computer Programming Course in TP! Omg, I love computers. =x Should I join him now? hoho.
Dont know la. So lost. Matthew still young. Wont know anything de. LOL.

Why sometimes I can't get the things I want? ..
I can only envy other people..

I really had a fun time with them ytd . :D
Haha.

Suddenly thought about my career path. Really had no idea what I am gonna work next time.
Is either I be a computer software producer/technician/Maths or Chem teacher/Mathematician. I dont know about other jobs le. See, after NS, what am I gonna do?
It's like a MUST to go uni anyway, or else I really will have no jobs le.
But if I can't go local U, then I travel...? I really won't dare travel alone though. =/
And if I really had to go overseas, then what will happen to my dear ones, my family, my friends..I dont know la! But it seems to be bothering me nowadays. Hmm..

Anyway, I can't wait to QUIT SCHOOL. LOL. I am not joking! -.-
I hate school until I really dont want to wake up to go school. Not due to academic stuff though. x)

I saw something that I shouldn't have seen. ;hoho *winks*

Do you have to offline so fast?

I have not even said bye..

And dont say

such stuff. anymore ):

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy. WON THE COUPLE COMPETITON! (But not in my acc -.- )
Sad si wo le. But the medal is niceeeeeeee . Was an easy fight anyways. o.o

Ah, rushing all my hw now. Last min work sucks big time.
Wee~ LOL. I am still so relaxed! Prepare to fail your promos man.

they are coming TODAY! :D
Gonna sleep early for them. hoho. Gosh, I am so bored. ;eeks.
Cant people ask me to go out? zzz. (PLEASE, NOT TO STUDY -.- )

I guess she was right. After much thoughts, I realised they aren't that bad after all. .
Maybe is because of the inability to adapt bah. Haha. Oh well, school still sucks without the 39 of them ):

Talked to Justina few hours ago. I miss her! D:
Come on, I miss her jokes , and she always NEVER FAIL to make me laugh. I love to go to school because of her sometimes. Seriously! Not joking :D
I still remember the videos she took. Oh wtf LOL -.-
Abii darlingggg, dont know how is she le. The guys are fine, I guess? Haha. Also chatted with Aldy yesterday and he seemed to be alright. Jiayous!
Kuok Loon bought something for me! Wee ~

Can you see the difference now..

Oh well, finished all my GP stuff finally. 4 Maths papers and the stupid chem thing still untouched. OMG LOL. Sian. -.-
And Sat, they are coming my hse to play again. =DDD

P.S : After that night I chatted with Aldy, I dreamt of him and me taking Maths exam together. Later is some dream that has totally no link . Dreamt of Weixin, Ben , and ChingYee guiding a group of children? Line Camp bahs. But i have no idea why Weixin is in there. LOL.

You were so beautiful that night.

Lachata! :3

Didn't go for Ding hao's bdae party. Hah, paiseh. =/
(I felt like going though..)

Yucks, I got angry for nothing again. LOL. SORRY . =x
Damn, fuck all the homework. Dont feel like doing. I didn't do a single one, except GP. because it's research and not handwritten stuff. Haha.

AND CONGRATS TO JACK AND JIAQI.

See, Jiaqi, I told you~~~~~

Gone forever. =/

Waaa, did my GP thing for about 2 hours. Seriously cant find much le. Ps ah if the information is actually not valid. -.-
Anyway, Weixin introduced to me this very new girl group called f(x). And i already started to like one of their songs . LOL. It's called La Cha Ta . It's nice ok. Go listen ! :D
I lazy upload the MV luh. Haha. MV is nice too !

Bored to death. Dont know what to do during holidays. I wanna go out, but people mug like there's no tomorrow. Wtf. I am not like people who chiong and mug so much. Everything is on my own pace and speed. (And obviously mood).
SO WHO WANNA GO OUT MAN. HAHA.

I have eyes, dumbass.

You have a brain, but sad to say

you dont know how to use.

Phail.

YES. I AM SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPER HAPPY OK.

I went for competition last night. I survived until the FINALS. It's like WOW. GUESS WHAT, I EMERGED THIRD ! AND ITS WTF WTF WTF. LOL. UNTIL NOW I AM STILL JUMPING WITH JOY. HAHA. MY EFFORTS PAID OFF! (Actually most are by luck, especially the semi finals -.-)
So I am really happy, because I managed to share my joy with them. Thanks. :D
Cheers for later at night! I am gonna use SOMEONE's acc. Skarli first ah. Then i will really go kill him. ;wild

Hmm, talking about chem remedial yersterday, extended till 3.15pm. Then went to JP with lin ken, Agnes , Noon, meibin and guan zhi. We ate at Long John, and we chatted for SUPER long. about 2 hours plus. Quite fun chatting with them , and we gossiped a lot, REALLY! -_-

Well, I am not gonna sleep yet anyway. Want to edit some photos and maybe songs too. See first bah. xD

NOTHING TO WRITEEEE. SO BYEBYE.
FK THE CHEM REMEDIAL LATER. -.-

They came to my house yesterday! :DDD
Had quite alot of fun. Except that kb part ._.

I am bored now. -.-
Gonna sleep now. Tata~

Holidays le! YAY!! :DDDDDDDD

Nothing to write liao. LOL. Got tons of hw to do, damn it. -.-

Nights people..~
Last day of school..

Its only 12.26am.. And no one from my class is actually online now. Wtf. LOL.
I dont find any point in sleeping early. Really not used to it.
Anyway, spent 3hrs on FB already but still not enough! I wanted to do my PW de, in the end keep play FB and looking at other people's profiles. AND I FOUND SOME OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS. But idk if they rmb me or not -.-

Ok, I go Audi until 1am , then do my that evaluation of survey . Hope it doesn't take more than 30 minutes. Or else I will have to sleep damn late again. Lucky hols liao after today. :D
And I am irritated by someone on FB because he was insulting my religion. -_-
Seriously, what's wrong with burning those papers? Also not everyday burn what. How does it contribute to global warming?! wtf.

Tata~
Play more and you will score. I believe in this. :DDDDDDDD

Escape from reality.

Omg this sucks.
My Maths test, I did a careless mistake and my Chem test, idk how to do! LOL. However, I think , if you really study, jiu can liao. See la , nvr study. HAHA. Lucky not included. hohohoho. Please grant me at least a pass to make it nice. ~_~

Hmm, nothing to write le. Audi got new bboy moves so niceee! :D
Ok, back to Chinese hw. *Yawns*

Serious attitude problem.

HI, I JUST FINISHED MY GP ESSAY. LOL.
I will chiong integration later. hohohohohohoho. -.-

Nothing to write eh.
Gonna write my GP essay nowwww! LOL. I want to sleep, but I feel like doing this essay leh. For no apparent reason. I haven't study Chem yet. Might as well die tomorrow. hoho.
I am sure all the muggers have studied finish le la. -.- Ace all you want. I don't give a damn. :D

For the past 4 days,I have been training my skills again, because I fucking lost them. omggg.
I want medal , medal , medal! @_@
Why people so pro, and I can't be? Yucks. I have even read posts of people calling me a hacker. wtf. -.-

Guess what, promos are coming. Nvm, whatever. Promos are for pros nia, I can't be bothered to actually fucking study for it, until I find a purpose for it. Come on, kick my ass to poly. I will feel soooo welcomed there . LOL.
Happy belated 3rd birthday AuditionSEA ! (It was ytd).

P.S : I finally know how to edit ABM files :3

P.P.S : Hinting is fun. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Aiya,
I find it VERY irritating you know.
In case you dont know,
I know whatever you said behind my back.
Please,
don't try to act like an idiot.
No point talking to me so nicely ,
but actually you feel like spitting at my face.
Pfft, scram .
Count myself to be so unlucky.

Ah, Went back to QSS for Teachers' Day celebration. I seriously miss the environment and the teachers there la. The people there are way , way better than the people in my JC.
Saw many of my classmates there. Haha. Some never change one.
My Justinaaaaaaa cameeeeeee.!! So dark le la. @_@ Chatted for quite long, and my godmum dedicated a song for me! LOL. I didn't say anything la..~

Weird that they say Ivy dont want to acknowledge us. Hmm.. o.o
Finally someone share the same thoughts as me. Talked to XYZ about certain stuff. I totally agree with him. Dont worry, I am also encountering the same thing as you. Like I have said, it's very surfaced. Won't get sick of it huh? I didn't know that Poly also actually this type of people . wtf.

Then they went Vivo, I didn't go cos I had something on. Glad that we enjoyed ourselves today! :D
Hmm, I have 2 tests tmr and a GP essay due tmr too. Soooo?
Now, I have to make myself busy again by solving the ABM mystery. I cant seem to integrate my mp3 into it anymore. Wtf. And I have yet to find out the reason even after 2 years. -.-
Got so fucked up lo.

Plastic vs rubber. ;wild !