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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 10:15 PM

10th April, I am resigning to fate.

My birthday is such a special and memorable one this year. Let me tell you why (:

At 12am, SF called me to say happy birthday! It was her bdae as well (we share the same bdae) so we were like saying happy birthday to each other. I was already intending to sms her at 12am! Oh ya , on mon , she told me she will call at 12am, and she really did call. Haha. That was the fun start of my birthday! wait .. still got more..

During PE, the girls of my class sang a happy birthday song for me while I was doing my 2.4km trial run. Omg, so paiseh LOL. Because got many ppl over there and Leroy sang along as well. Hahaha. Shy dai me xD
During Maths lecture, my book was passed around (thanks to TDH) so that the whole class can write birthday wishes on my book . And it was very x infinity nice!! To me , it's considered to be one of the best birthday presents i recieved throughout my 17 years of life. Really, I thank every single one of you for making my day!! Appreciated it alot !

Last but not least, also thanks to those who sms/MSN/post on fb to wish to me happy birthday! 15 more mins to end of 30 Mar ):

KANINA. CCB LA. LOL. I NEED TO RANT LA. PAISEH.
CARELESS HERE AND THERE. SO PISSED. -.-
And the 死三八 thing LOLLLLL. xD

Now waiting for Bio test. Pass pass ok. ;pray
That's all! :D
Ohya, tomorrow my birthday . lalalala ~
Thanks Zhon Teng for wanting to celebrate with me, but I really don't intend to do anything about it. I greatly appreciate your thought. ^^



No, we are different, I realised. You are more determined than me.. We aren't the same anymore =(

Omg, I just remembered tmr there is Maths tut, which means giving out Maths test. Hurhur, I got no confidence liao, especially after what Mrs Chan said that day. So please please ppleaseeeeeeee, AT LEAST 35/50? x_x

Grr, and I have CSE hw undone. Lazy to think, lazy to write.
Who wanna watch moviee this week?! :D
Zhon Teng jio-ed me, but his friends coming also. ~_~ So mai liao.

HEHE. I HAVING TUMMYACHE NAO. BYEBYE.

Feeling very, very, very demoralised ytd I won't say what/who/why, because in the end, everything shoots back to myself, so I rather tell myself instead of telling others.

Anyway, I'm not going for the talk later. Seriously, I rather go for ACJC funfair than something that doesn't really concern me to a certain extent. I don't know why I am feeling so uncomfortable ytd in school and even now, like a disaster is about to happen or whatever. I guess is my pessimistic nature acting up again. Everything's gonna be alright ~ :D

Influx of +ve ions to my body plox. ):
Ugh, whole body aching nao.

Got back Chem test today. Oh well, could have done better. Even my mum was disappointed with my results. =/
Anyway, it isn't that bad la.. Aiya idk la.

For bio test today, i also made alot of careless mistakes. Left out a few important points. Hope can AT LEAST pass. I already pia dao my brain can burst le. If I can pass, I super super super duper happy liao! :D

Blood = Blackcurrant juice HEHE LOL.

Yes, goodbye. That's what you have always wanted.
Fag.

Boohoo, I don't understand Galvanic Cell (the back part). I am trying google it myself, but it seems tougher somehow -.-
Tomorrow best day , Wednesday! :D I lub lub my Wed and Thurs. Rocks ttm. BECAUSE CAN GO HOME EARLYYYYYYYYYY~!

R.d.s = slow.

OK, I felt so demoralised after hearing what Mrs Chan said. About 1/2 the class failed the Maths test? Then maybe I shouldn't aim so high le. The higher I aim , the more ridiculous people think I am. So, maybe a 32.5/50 ? Its a B. Aiya, at least nicer right. No more A , give me a B la.
(I hope it would not be like Chinese -_- )

OHOH ~ I found so many Queenswayans playing Audition. I am slowly hooking up wif them xD
And I heard one JJCian also playing. I know his name and his OGL (He is J1 this yr) but I am too lazy to locate him. Malu la. I am rather famous you know~ =x

SCHOOL IS GONNA START TOMORROW AND I WANNA !)*$%$R@!$ !!
SO SIAN LIAOZ. HOWZ AHZ. -.-

Ok, nvm. I should be loving school because of one reason.
It keeps me occupied (somehow) LOL. xD

One week has passed. I can't believe it ._.
Anyway, 9 more days to.... CHANGING OF PHONE LOL :D

Ohnoooo. so many things undone. .

Listening to those sad songs in my WMP made me feel so moodless all of a sudden. Those fun times.. memorable ones.. *poof*.
It won't ever come back again. Now I can only have a memory of it instead of a second time experience..

Thanks and byebye :)

Doing all the stupid e-learning stuff now. I just finished CSE and Chem. I was at the GP forums few minutes ago, but I wasn't sure how to answer the qn, so i don't wanna post my reply first until someone posts . :S
Yeah, go ahead and say that I have low self-confidence or what. My Eng really sucks. Try to be in my shoes then, and you will understand. I don't wanna embarrass myself because of my language . -_-

OK enough said. I want to play a while 1st before sleeping :D
I know it's late but.... ~_~

Stuff to do :
Bio cancer tut
GP NYJC Compre paper
Filing

Maths test ytd killed 99.9 % of my brain cells, leaving only 0.01% alive. (That's why I am not known as brain-dead LOL -_- )It was an okok test la, but my answers seem to deviate so much from others. . .
I DONT CARE LAAAA. At least 40/50 for me pweaseeee? @_@

And i intend to start hw soon . Have to force myself somehow..

Maths test later. I still haven't sleep! My concepts are somehow screwed, which IDK why!
Pray pray that everything returns back to normal, because the more i read now, the more -_- I am.

Nights ppl ! ~~
Turning in in 15 mins time :D

Bad backache. Sat for too long in front of the comp . LOL.
And I still need to do some Chem research . Gahs.

Yawns~ Later still got Chem remedial -_-

Finished playing Audition not long ago. I activated my kitten for 1 week! +30 den and exp LOL. Got it from the mmosite game :D

The thought of hw makes me zzz.

Yesterday was Sports Meet. Hmm, was involved in first aid duty, so didn't really go see every event. Seen a lot of blood, blisters etc .. LOL.
And CDC ppl got free buffet :D I think I starting to love my cca HAHA!

After the whole thing ended, went wif class to dk some weird Japanese restaurant at Safra near JP there. Didn't eat anything because I have already eaten some food at the buffet. Didn't join them for movie, as I am tired too. I heard that it isn't nice. So maybe I have saved some $? :D

Teehee. 4th in Arena today. so close to 3rd ! ):

Played through the whole night. Difficult to find decent rooms to play in lol.
Contextual knowledge, contextual knowledge,contextual knowledge,contextual knowledge . I NEED MORE OF THESE. MY GP IS GONNA DIE ):

Let's see what i have to do during the hols :
Finish up Chem Grp II metals tut and online quiz.
Bio Cancer tut
GP NYJC Compre
Study Maths on Tues for Block test on Wed.
Chem makeup lesson on (when?)

ACTUALLY QUITE FREE LEH ME :D
YAY YAY YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYYYY!

This is getting more and more annoying.
Do you even have a heart in the first place? I didn't know you were that vicious .
Terrible person, who wants me to be left with NOTHING. Please, retribution will fall on you.

And I won't fall so easily. What an unscrupulous method. (:

Today's Audi patch is totally amazing. Love it ttm. And I am also gonna love the next coming patch on April . Cant wait!! :D

Let's talk about school. PE was quite tiring,, but okok la.
CSE test. NO TIME TO FINISHHHHH. My last question is only like 1/5 done LOL. I thought of things to write le, but time doesn't permit me to do so. -_-

Tomorrow also quite relaxing. Loves Wed and Thurs. HAHA!

Chem test was fine. Lost 5/6 marks due to careless, esp last question.
Oh well, A can le bah. (I hope ?) Argh, damn wasted.

Anyway, I am being called out for GP. hurhur.
And I am so so so so ____ with someone -_-

4th in Arena. Still good.

IT'S CHEM NOW :DD
Some people are blind huh? -____-

I still can't get IT out of my mind. It's over , isn't it? And it doesn't matter that much right? :)

Depressed.Upset.Frustrated.Vexed.
There are many more words to be used to describe my feelings when I saw my results.
I thought I was dreaming, but it's not. I really have gotten a C. To others, it may seem to be a good grade already but for me, I expected higher because I know my Chinese deserves at least a B grade.
But to my astonishment, the grade for my oral was a PASS. a fucking PASS. Never in my life would I get such a low grade for my oral. It was my oral that pulled down everything. Until now, I still can't figure out why my oral just gotten a PASS. That's the most saddening part.
I felt very weak after seeing my results. Although I was still smiling away, it was already slowly fading away. I can't maintain my "cheeky" face anymore. I just wanted to go home, and sleep.
Just wanna forget about it.. Perhaps I should really get over it soon, because it's time to focus on my other core H2 subjects, which are way infinity times more impt than Chinese.

Anyway, congrats to those who have achieved an A/desired grade/passed. Should be a joyous occasion for you all.
Thanks to all those who have consoled me, esp Tiffany and CY. Btw, I am not retaking it. I don't want to touch Chinese ever again. _l_

For now , I just hope that for PW , I can get an A/B so that it covers my ugly Chinese grade.
CHEER UP LHF :D

Cheer me up when I never get at least a B.
Or else I am gonna commit suicide.

But if I get A .. then... xDDD. I AM GONNA GO HIGH FOR ONE DAY!

Some people just have to ostracise some people , for no apparent reason.
I am annoyed already.
P.S : Not you means not you. Don't create unnecessary troubles in my life please.

And summary for today's school:
Esther made my day !

Cool ! Today's Ms Ong's birthday. LOL. She was my bio teacher in sec sch when she was an NIE teacher. Now she becomes JJ lecturer liao. ~
Ok, I have tons of uncompleted stuff. Bye!

GP test flunk liaoooooooooooo !!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
At first really very dulan , because I prepared a lot .. (SECRET!!) BUT NVM!
I can't really crap my way out. ..

I
NEEDA
DO
CHEM
NOW.

Ouch. 2 mosquito bites. And I failed to catch that mosquito.
GP test early in the morning laterrr! Prays that I will be able to write out some stuff. @_@

GP makes my life so sucky !