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Sunday, January 31, 2010 2:53 AM

What a way to feign ignorance.

Actually, I have been longing to tell someone something , but i dont know how to phrase it out well. No, it's not a confession of love or whatsoever. It may seem unimportant to others, but i feel the opposite. Have to say it soon.

SNSD Oh! New album is out ! Check it out from the link below:
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/01/snsds-second-album-oh-is-out

TODAY WAS THE INFLUX OF THE NEW J1s DAY LOL. What a word to use. "Influx" .
Somehow, it brought back memories about how me and my friends first step into JJ. We encountered the same thing as the current J1s. Haha...
The group of us pretended to forget our OG number, so that we can be together. LOL.

I wonder how S07 people looked like when they wore their sec school uniforms o.o
Well for some, I can imagine ! Some seem to look so cool huh? Haha.
Guess what, I can't wait for the 2nd chalet to come (if there is) .

Oh well, I needa finish QA3 now. Tata !~

I like Wednesdays. TTM. :D
So hope that later my test can also help me to brighten up my mood. Because the past 2 days haven't been as good as expected.

AND I INTEND TO HIDE MY BLOG SOON .

I am gonna flunk Chem test, seriously. If you think I gonna do WELL, think again.
The so called "Top in Chemistry" doesn't even belong to me in the first place. I was ANYHOW given the title because of those mini tests in J1. Why not look at Promos and then give the name to other people? I am not an all rounder obviously. I only can do well if only ONE TOPIC comes out for a test, because I can understand better. Hah.
Well, that organic chem test has stripped me of that title, which is REALLY A GOOD THING.
No more stress, no more worries, nothing. No need to look up to me anymore . I don't deserve to be called good in something.
So for this test, I really pray that I can pass, and I won't get into the remedials. I am sick of staying in school until 4+, 5+ already. Give me a BREAK.

OH, I was chatting with AGNES A MOMENT AGO. HAHA . THATS THE GOOD THING ABOUT STAYING UP LATE. :D
Omg la . I am missing her so much right now. We chatted for about 20 minutes only and she gtg. Really went crazy when I saw her online. Like once in a lifetime thing. Good luck for your bio test adik ! =D

Sometimes, I really need someone to talk to in school. But it seems no one can lend me a listening ear. It's about studies.
"Aiya, you so smart one. Scared of what?"
SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY.

Studying for Chem organic test now. I am dying from it ! So many people are giving me stress..
And no one is helping me to destress.. Sighs..

Byebye ):

Sian, I have to do quite a number of stuff when I wake up later. Zzz. Rather sick of this whole cycle already. And it's also torturing for me inside.
I am so hating certain lessons so much , that I wish I can pon school. -_-

I wish you could really understand the situtation right now..

Came across my friend's friend fb , and saw her status. This was what she wrote :

Read our old msn convo.. It brought me back alot of good memories. You being understanding, funny, open, caring and a great friend. But now, we're practically strangers-.- I'M SORRY OKAY!! Just forget the fuck things that i've said.

Hmm..

羡慕又怎么样呢？
我也没想到那么乐观。

R-COOH tut so difficult. zzz. I have to read up on ALL the previous topics before I can do because they are all related! . -.- It just shows that I haven't been revising Chemistry.

Anyway, Agnes finally has access to internet! :D

And yes, it's time to accept certain facts even if you don't want to.

Ahhhh, so fked up! I still haven't finish a lot of stuff for my Chem file.

BYEBYE!

Somehow, I can't wait to go school tmr. No idea why . And I mean it.

聽我說，手牽手，跟我一起走，過著安定的生活
昨天不要回頭，明天要到白首，今天你要嫁給我 ...

Sometimes, I'm a real sadist.

Why cant you all be like them..?

My CCA is really driving me crazy. I am going bonkers anytime.

If you could actually know how much I missed those times in 2009..

The journey back home seems quieter now .. -Noon

I have lost so much stuff in my JC life..

Ok enough. I am real worried for myself now.
And yet my senior is trying to exaggerate it.

I don't understand the purpose of life at the age of 18, 19 and 20 for me.

Misunderstandings should be cleared immediately, but for this one, I just leave it untouched.
Why? I don't know.

Yesterday was Agnes' farewell dinner. I didn't attend. Full stop.

Now I have to carry on with life..

School is reopening in 2 days time. Got pros and cons.
I don't care that much anyway. Just that my homework MIGHT be incomplete. Because I don't feel like doing hw now.

So sleepy...~

TROY AND SUZU VERY HANDSOME LA :D
SUYA PRETTY ALSO ~

Finished CHEMISTRY! ! !
Now I am left with GP and a bit of Bio.
Btw, I not intending to do the thick stacks of Maths and Chem worksheets. So I am not a mugger. Don't anyhow label me as a mugger please.

Going out with Mum later :)

The guys have become more handsome.
The girls have become more pretty.
And I was shocked to see them.

That's all. Only I know what I am writing :D

MTY has just been disbanded (it's either yesterday or just a few hours ago)
I don't know why but I am upset about it.
Really.

Cursed and fucked up year. This seems to be worse than 2009.

I doubt no one knows what song this is.
I just find the song quite nice, the lyrics too. And I have no other intention besides sharing this song and its lyrics.

If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen

I must've tried her number about a thousand times
I send so many letters but I can't seem to find
her anywhere she's dissappered gone without a trace
how I regret the day I let her get away

If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me

She always said she wanted
no one else but me I thought wasn't ready
I thought she'd wait for me
but was wrong and now she's gone
leaving me with this
the things I didn't say the words to make her stay

If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me

Tell her that It's killing me
never been so sorry bout anything in my life
tell her I'd go anywhere
for just a chance to try and make it right

If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me

If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me

And I haven't even do my hw. I swear. I haven't do.

Because i am still on holiday mood. SO FUN! =X

Maths Lecture Test on Tues? Go die la -.-

This post is just for myself to understand.

2 by 2, they have acknowledged you as one of them.
But as time passes, will things change..?
It's making me go bonkers.
I won't expect too much.

Ah , not a good year, as said by mum. That's why i say a new year is nothing.
Just change the number from 2009 to 2010 when writing dates next time. Simple.
Anyway, I had the same thoughts as Justina, on the new year thinggy. ...

Ok, I think I am addicted to Sign sung by Brown Eyed Girls. So niceeeee @_@!
5 more days to school reopening! And I haven't do my homework. zz. Lucky I copying everything from internet later. Save so much of the trouble to think and squeezing my brain juice out.
OH, I haven't even look at the GP essay questions. Easy or hard, either way I also won't know how to do. Only discrimination questions are the most fun. Or else, it's total bullshit , like 2009 A Levels questions . Took a glance at the 12 questions and sighed GG. If I really flunk my A levels this year, I will laugh . Cry? I don't know.

Ah, thanks Jiaqi for asking me to go for that chalet thing.
But you know you know... it won't work well. AND I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU WHEN SCH REOPENS. =x

Ugh, I am so dead. I doubt I can sleep.. :/

Just out from Audi and chatting with Irish on msn now. Haha.

Ohya, read Irish's latest post. It's nice. VERY nice. I give it a million out of 10 stars. :D

Thanks zuzu for the concern!
I am fine now =D

Yesterday was an okok day.
And now my eyes are itching SO BADLY, which I don't know why .
Anyway, below is a very nice song which I am listening to now.
It never fails to make me .... tear.

Enjoy ~

Bad bad new year day.
Firstly, I was eliminated on the first round of competition . Wtf.
Secondly, I didn't realise that I spent 500 cash on mega until today. WHAT A WASTE. I COULD HAVE USED MY POINTS -.-
Thirdly, I am down with flu. Really a bad year for me, isn't it?

Oh well, watching Alvin and the chipmunks 2 now.
bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE :D

That's all I have to say. lol

Btw, Idk why I feel like visiting Joey and Daniel Khoo ._.

Haven't seen them for quite some time!

Tata~