SEVENTEEN Cuts

I am a seventeen year old boy, born on the 30th March 1992.
Studying in RMPS , QSS , Jurong JC
Likes to play Audition and hates studying.

Wants to....
--> Win a medal in Audition
--> Top 50 in Audition
--> Max Ring in Audition before NS
--> Eat his birthday cake on 30th March
--> All As for A level
--> SIT ON A PLANE FOR ONCE
--> Be rich :B
--> Lvl 71 in Audition :D
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    Sunday, July 19, 2009 11:03 PM

    I am really in a state of confusion now.
    I dont know what I gonna do for the next few days.
    Sometimes, I really dont mind staring blankly into space for hours. It really calms my mood, and then I can think properly.

    Is it my fault all along? And no, I am not blaming anyone here.
    People who know me long enough, should really know that I am hot-tempered, and I cannot control my emotions. I am rash, aggresive and tend to do many kinds of stuff, like a crazy person. I even dared to hit my parents already..
    I am no longer angry or anything, I am very tired already. I really would want to quit interacting with this complicated world of mine. Everyday, I get bothered by many stuff. Same unsolved stuff. A few days ago , I was still very happy, that finally, it is all over. I have gotten back what I ought to have it in my hands. Now, what again? For now, I have my 2 loved ones with me..

    I have failed again. I failed to understand the complexity of the human nature.
    I dont want the same thing that happened last year to happen to me again. Please.

    So, I have been stabbing myself all along unknowingly...

    It was only 5 months, my dear.
    And yet, it resulted in such a mess.


    Signs off by L.H.F (: